DRAWN city.

Monday, June 30, 2008 7:28 AM

hello. =))

not in a good mood today.
i donno why.
mood swing i guess?
don't blame me cos i hate it too.
went for mly class and was high with
aby and ayul but then suddenly
i donno what happens and i acted weird.
there some words that makes me kind of mad
i guess but dno what was it.

nevermind. tomorrow is a new day means
new attitude, behaviour, mood.
and i seriously dont understand POA!
omg i beginning and hate that subjects more!
some strange words kept appearing and
i dont even know what it was.
now i know accounting wasnt that easy after all.
okay thats it.
need to get some sleep.
i'm sick of her seriously! cannot tahan sia!
she really test my patience.
what can i do? cannot protest right.
too bad i dont anymore choice. =.=

okay done.
bye, nites.

Friday, June 27, 2008 7:53 AM

RED CROSS ALL THE WAY

hello hello!

THURSAY SYF08 PREVIEW
on thursday was super fun and tiring.
went home at 10++! can you
imagine that? and theres school
the next day. hahaha.

okay so in the morning went to
school as per normal.
lessons laaa, scolding, nag2.
as usual. what to do?
teacheerssss.. alahaaiii..
and seriously, today's mt
is like the worse mt class ever!
theres no aby and ayul in the class!
was freaking boreed! so i kept quiet
and listen the whole time.
staring in the air and daydreaming
most of the times.
because i sat at the back.
can't hear mdm halimah that well.
then i found out that today was
super busy after school.
how can like that?
i need to go to SYF preview!
need to see khairul, shahridah and debbie!
got the ticket from them because
each of them got three free tickets.
so they gave me, arina and ms shang.
i need to see mrs lawrence but
then told her i can't make it.

and then i last minute found out
that theres ss remedial!
sorry i blur. hahaha
and then me and aaron like,
how to go to syf on time?
damn it!
after school met with rina then
gave ms shang her syf ticket.
went to remedial.
mrs tan taught us. she's funny and great.
totally different from the way she
is towards the whole school.
i prefer her though. =X
end the remedial at 3.30 exactly.
so i rushed home back!
run run run! changed clothes,
put bag. get ready and went down after that.
yani reached already.
lucky her father could send us there.
so we will not be veryyy very late.
the performance starts at 4pm sharp.
and yea, red cross cedar girls
is the first to perform.
damn i miss it! we cam at 4.15 like that.
then have some performance. sing2 from the choir.
and then ms shang came to our place and
sat with us. she was earlier actually.
then she saw us and changed her seat.
came the best part! the parade drills!

omg the parade commander was a girl!
first time sia i heard a girl being
the parade commander. with the high pitched
voice. ooops. not bad actually.
the yuhua sec marching band is not bad!
i likeee the band. then came out the
marching contigent! weeeee!
can't see khairul, shahridah and debbie that
much cos red cross is right at the south end.
and we're seating at the north seat. =.=
but red cross not bad! i think i saw khairul
at the back cos he's like one of the tallest.
and then the GOH. also nice.
i love parade drills.
and then the bowen and deyi band perform.
then this performance, medley i think.
they dance and sing then there the two
sisters who won the gold medal during
olympic for the acrobatic. something like that.
they perform like flip, jumps.
coool sehh. =DDD
actually the rest of the performance quite
boring. since this is a preview only.
not that lively.
after that ended already.
took bus. we waited for the third bus!
because its sooo crowded.
then tookt he third bus.
ms shang need to alight at suntec for dinner.
so she told us to alight 4 stops
after suntec to go to dhoby ghaut.
since we're familiar with that place.

then reached dhoby ghaut.
went to plaza singapura.
we walked around and waited for them
to reach hq for like one hour!
7.00 to 8.00. omg.
then called debbie. they reached already.
so told them to go to plaza sing.
so me, arina, shahridah, khairul and debbie
went to mcs to have dinner.
was freaking funny sehh! i was so paisehh!
i used to eat at kfc. then during the ordering.
i said 'can i have one ZINGER pls.' then
the cashier like huh? and i can still repeat!
hahaha. and debbie beside was like laughing
damn loud! and everyone started to laugh
including the cashier and her friends. =.="
maluuuuu! so ordered mcspicy. do you know
that zinger burger and mcspicy meal is like
almost the same. =X
then shahridah saw something obsence. haha.
we laugh the whole time. debbie like
laugh soo hard until she cried!
then we ate, talkk crap. was
fun talking to them! =DDD
and then aaron came from hq to join us.
then we talk2 again.
after that we took the mrt back to sengkang.
in the mrt we laugh a lot also.
talk abt the red cross and syf.
hahahha. funny laaa.
we then soo random decided to but clipboard
at cp. so went to popular to buy it.
we buy the same type. transparent. =))
by the time its already 10pm.
then we saaid gooodbye and went home!

FRIDAY RED CROSS TRAINING
friday, had assembly.
and then had lessons as usual.
for the first time i'm nt bored during
eng class, cos we went to comp lab.
and then ss. half an hour only.
then maths! half an hour also! luckyyyy.

after all the lessons.
went home to do art project with adriana.
cos we had art remedial at 1.30! =.=
argh! always have to miss my training!
was very worried the whole time
cos theres no one to take care of my sec 1s.
i'm busy with art remedial and oso, aaron busy with
oso, wany oso for ushering. liyana also usher.
abel usher too for oso.
arina art remedial, hanna also art remedial.
debbie, khairul and shahridah went for syf.
so its like almost all the exco were busy!
luckt there were the sec 2s, yani and other guy
to help. sorry i forgot
his name. ehehe. but he's goood okay.
then abel and hanna who help later.
after remedial need to rush to hall to meet
mdm kartini to practice for the explaination
of wall murals and panels! ohh nooo!
need to explain them to the ministers during OSO!
around 4++ then we were dismissed.
took a break and went to the class the
sec ones were in.
after that they had pt. we ran just one round inside the
school, cos not much time left.
check some of the sec ones uniform.
and denise maam had debrief.
went to pp after that. and home sweet home.

SATURDAY RED CROSS COC.
today woke up damn early!
cos need to go to RI and reached there
at 7.10 sharp. so went out,my dad send arina,
hanna, liyana and me by car.
so we reached RI like 7.05. soo early.
we had coc rehearsal.
me and arina were in the GOH with the VIs!
weeeee! so we had trainings.
it was damn tired i tell you!
but we had some problems with our marching while
having the song played. cos we could not hear
the beat that goood. and all hands were messy.
we followed VIs timing then. since theirs were
very coordinated. i was always asking myself how did
the maams bang their feet with high heels? haha.
cos most of them wear like court shoes while in their uni.

had rehearsal again and again.
and did i told you that poh boon sir's
footdrill is like the best i've seen! omg.
and i love the way he gave his command. =D
had breaks too. and i met BONES again! yeay!
the actual time then came. 9.00am.
the guest of honor and others arrived.
then we like very tensed. lucky it came out good.
felt like fainting! it was very hott and sunny!
and we need to stand straight and smart. look up
and pull back shoulders all the way.
i had stomach and back ache now. =( ouch.
and my legg feel like dying.
after all the ceremony ended. at last! weee!
had refreshments. ate foods. quite nice actually.
then took pics with the BONES.
and dismissed. took bus with mdm cheong.
changed to mufti at cp. and went home.
and i slept at 3 until 7! was
very tired can you imagine that and theres tons
of hwks! argh! okay bye.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 2:16 AM

Hey!
start school already! arghhhh.
on monday, having a lot
of troubles waking up.
mum woke me up at 6.
then told her 'later'..
5 mins later hp alarm rang,
click on the snooze.
or snoozer dunnoe la.
seriously cannot wake up lehh.
end up waking up at 6.30.
ooops! haha.

dad wanna send my brother to
his poly so he send me too. =D
so dragged myself to parade square.
weird2 faces though. =X
sat on parade square, wait have i told
you that i got new specs. =)
on thursday fri bought the spec and
got it on sunday.
its orange colour frame. nyehehee!
okay continue,
at parade square read a new book
mum just bought.
i had to plead her actually.
cos i've been reading my book
since last year. and i hate borrowing
books from library. =D
PENELOPE! nice story,
abt a girl who were born with a
pig nose. 0.0
then after assembly, were
introduced to our new teachers.
argh! miss the old old teachers in
greendale. especially those
teachers when i'm in secondary one
and two. this year is getting
boring. i want teachers whose fun
AND good at teaching! damn it.
well, i'm soo gonna fail
my chemistry! =.=
my teachers. omg don't wanna talk
abt it. nightmare2.
i got a new form adn co-form
teachers.
mr tchen is away for a while.
i hope he will still be our form teacher
when he comes back. pls pls!
my form tcher is ms loo and
co-form is mr halim.
ms loo seriously reminds me of mrs lee!
for all i care their face looks
almost alike! really!
ohhh man when is mrs lee coming back?
i want to pass my maths and science well.
my chemistry tcher is weird.
she's like, 'okay teacher will write on board OKAY?'
'okay teacher will tell you.'
hhahhaa. she treat us like pre-school students!
teacher here teacher there. =.=
so got our new timetable.
why keep changing! argh! confusing laaa.

so first period is POA.
ms shang went through some
poa stuffs from chapter 7,
don't understand laaa. mummyyyy...
well just act as if i understand la.
next is P.E
took heigh and weight.
i lose 1kg and i dunnoe whats
my height. haha
he never tell and i never see what
he wrote.
hope i'll grow please!
after P.E is recess!
so we're like the first class to
go to the canteen. soo early.
so sat with adilah, adriana all.
then came the e3 and e4 students.
sat with them then.
after recess was.. erm.
chemistry? eeek.
kk skip2, don't say.
after chem is CME.
mr wong still the same tcher to
teach us. okay laa.
then MT! yeay!
but then quite boring.
mdm halimah talk and talk abt
our results and target for this
year examination. 50% distinction? wow.
after mt is SS. =.=
at least the topic is quite interesting.
conflict in sri lanka and the tamil tigers.
conflict2. ish3.. bad bad..
okay basically the tchers all okay.
some are damn boring! how can concentrate
like that?

by the way aby, ayul and debbie
are not coming to school on wed and thurs.
sad2. go gdlsyf! do greendale proud. wahaha.

okay done, then tues.
well normal lessons. boreed sleeepy
tireddd.
holiday mood you see. take time to
get back to the school mood.
after school had sc,
trying out of blazer! waaaa!
then nyaa announcement.
stressing nyaa. secondary school
is really very stressing!
then met arina in the library,
talk2 then home!

then today, wednesday.
normal lessons also.
i hate SOVA lesson. the teacher
scold scold only. =.=
physic is okay. but mr tchen's lesson
is the best.
and then after school, nothing.
at last! can go home early!
sooo tired laaa.
done now. bye bye

Saturday, June 21, 2008 10:56 PM

ULP '08!

heres some of the pics taken
during ulp camp.
credits to derek sir.

9:54 PM

most memorable holidays

hey hey!
one more day to school.
i mean, tmr! school!
and yeah i haven't done my maths still. =D
can't blame me for doing hwk late,
i got the most stressing holidays ever!
yet memorable.
during the first three weeks
i was so busy with ULP.
everything i do, proposal is the first thing
in my mind.
hwk later. proposal is a must!
so end up not doing hwks. yea.. =.=

so first two weeks did the proposal.
meetings, need to re-do.
re-do and re-do the proposals.
now i know what its like to do
proposals. it is really stressing
and yes i got traumatised a lil when i
hear the word 'proposal'!
argh, increase my stress level!

then after the 2 weeks. i have camps.
4 days camps! the camps
that had tortured me a lot!
but them of course i learnt something a lot!
i recommend student council camps
to be like this. =D
but then yea, we need to be nice to
the sc. bla bla bla..
then i think we don't learn anything
if theres no stressness put on us. seriously.

okay after camps, left with only A FEW days
to relaks and do my hwks. enough? NO!
okay maybe i can't balanced my time
that well and always concentrate more
on ULP. fine, my mistakes.

like what joan maam told us about the story
of a guy who is a house-maker.
this is the summarised story okay.
"theres this guy from China who built house
to make a living. each house he makes took around
6 months. his house is like the best
because its always beautiful. then one day he
thought of retiring, he told his boss he want
to retire. his boss allowed him to but he want
the guy to build the last house for him before he
retire. so the guy agreed. then this time
he build the house quickly which took only three
months. then the boss was impressed. then the
boss said, 'actually, this house is a present
from me to you. it belongs to you.'
after hearing that, the guy was like
'ohh man! i should have done it nicer and more
beautiful!"

done! so whats the morale of the story?
well, theres a lot.
but one thing joan maam said is,
always put in ure best in everything you do.
bcose you might regret it someday.

damn, i seriously learnt A LOT
about LEADERSHIP during the camp!
and now i miss it! ULP 08! TO LEAD AND TO SERVE!
and of course, BONES! LOVE YOU! hahaha
all the stressness and hardworks
had been paid off finally.
YA, 'YA SOMEMORE!' =X hahs.
okay thats it. miss ulp.. =(
bye guys.
maybe i'll put up the pics later.

Thursday, June 19, 2008 8:05 PM

HELLO!

okay been slacking all this while.
this is the only time i could enjoy my
holidays okay.
only 4 days to enjoy.
and that include doing all my homeworks.
damn, i still have camp report for ulp
to do.
and have maths and art project to do.
left with three days only.
i can do it! wo0o0o0oh!

ohhhh i have not missed SYTYCD show too!
the dancers are getting cooler and
better. wow.

the top 20 dancers.
wade robson choreography! lovee itt!

heres some cool videos.
hahaha.

FUNNY TRAVIS! HAHAHHA
he dance as a girl! ohh myy.

.......

hes an alien! eeeww!

kay done with the coool coool videos!
i likeeee. hahs.
need to do my homeworks and report now. =D
see you soon.
school is opening! ahhhhh!

Monday, June 16, 2008 11:44 PM

To Lead And To Serve!

Hey i'm back!
end of ulp camp!
ohh my that sir is a freaking spoiler.

okay i had red cross ulp camp
for 4 days. starting frm 13june to 16.
well, we got scolded most of the time.
sit straight! no slouching! no 'YA' to sirs and ma'ams!
sense of urgency! initiative! no dragging of footwear!
check bearings! and lots more! sounds stressing rite.
but i learn a lot frm this camp. it may the toughest camp
i've been through but i learn a lot. learn to be
a leader who can be a role model.
i learn to be a great leader though this camp. not even
a student leader camp. sorry to say this but it is the
truth. the tougher it gets the more we learn.
first day, reporting. we got scolded for moving slowly
and nt having sense of urgency.
at canteen, gt scolded for being slouchy.
scolding after scolding!
but it benefit me at the end. like what joan ma'am said,
always put our best in everything we do or we will regret it.
its the process of the camp, not the passing.
pass ulp is just a bonus. whats more important is we learn
something.
we went to bukit timah hike and we walk all the way to
mcritchie reservoir. the best moment of my life i can say.
12++ km of walk! can you imagine that.
during that journey, we encourage each other,
say out cheer. its a great experience.
i was the f&b ic. prepare food for my fellow campus.
it went out smoothly thank god.
got to take charge of my own people. it was great.
i learn evacuation. the human crutch, 4-man aider all that.
the ma'am and sirs there are a really great help.
they guide us through to be a leader.
i thought they are just mean because they kept
scolding and scolding but then i realised they
really wanted us to learn when i see the good side of them.
one of the sir told me, just get the hang of it, they will
take care of us. and its true i guess.
during the 12++km walk, theres this boy got hyperventilation.
lucky the safety people and our mentors are there to
help. it was really scary seeing him struggling to breathe.
we had campfire on the 3rd day.
it was damn fun! the instructors there are really spontaneous
and fun! their performance was cute and funny.
that it was good. btw i want to thank noel ma'am for
really encourage and help me out during the camp.
then we had party time, just eat barbequed food all those
stuffs. then this girl fainted. ohh my.
theres a lot of casualties i tell you.
lucky it was a red cross camp so theres no worries
if you gt injured. you slipped a lil bit, theres
three to five of people will help you out.
thats how safe you will be when you're in red cross camp.
at the end of the camp. had photos together.
then we want to of course spent time with our trainers
and mentors.
we were talking and having debrief suddenly that
jianfu sir shout, 'trainers gather! and the rest of you
leave the campsite now! within 2 mins!' what the!
argh! such spoiler.
btw its okay, can still meet them on 21s june.
had rehearsal for COC. =D
gonna be cool and fun.
well, thats all about it.
THE BEST AND LEARNING CAMP EVER!
thank you sirs and ma'ams!
and of course my fellow group and platoon mates!

okay this is seriously the most busy and stressing
june holidays in my whole life.
and yea, i've been too busy for ulp till i haven't
even do mu homeworks! GRRRREAT!
now i left with 4 days to do my hwks and projects!
which are a lot! nvm.
ulp's over. yessa! but i really learn to be a leader
in this camp.
thats all. gooodbye people.

ULP 2008, TO LEAD AND TO SERVE! =D

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 7:41 AM

I freaking love my parents! XDDD

Hey Hey.
Sorry long time haven't post.

9th JUNE!
have red cross exco training today.
around 8.50am i reached school,
thought i was late. but.. =.=
theres only two people there.
debbie and hui yuk.
so waited for the rest.
they're seriously slacking i tell you.
then called arina at home,
and shes still sleeping! hahaha.
thanks to me okay nyonya, i tell ure
maid to wake you up. =D
denise ma'am came already, we went
to red cross room.
she taught us how to do a proposal for
our YO. and we did our t-shirt design
and motto. hahaha.
have hard time deciding which motto.
its sounds almost the same. ohhh no,
my english is bad.
after that, we did FOOTDRILL GOLD!
YEAAAAAAA! MY WISH CAME TRUE!
HAHAHHAA.
so long never do footdrill you know.
and i'm dying to learn slow march.
so we learned slow march,
its like the coolest and tensed footdrill
i've done. i swear my legs all cramp.
left 2 3, right 2 3. wow!
but its funny how we do ke-blakang pusing,
ke kiri all that bcose everythings slow
except for the bang. cool right.
and hentak kaki need a lot and a lot of balance.
man i obsessed with footdrill again.
after that, we relaxed and talk in the
red cross room again. tired already. hahs.
and then mr teng gave debrief.
and off we go! home.

went to m'sia an hour after that.
well, actually mum wanted to go there to buy
stuffs for her shop.
then might as well shopping right.=D
okay went to angsana mall.
theres like so few people.
well, school starts already for them.
so we eat first. the food is like, =.=
mad jack is better i tell you.
chicken chop, arrrr. can die.
they were so stingy giving so few foods.
and the price expensive.

then went to everlast shop.
wow, the stuffs all nice and great.
bought shoes. cost 86RM. around
40++ S'pore dollars.
and dad bought shoes for brother and
himself too.
then sis begged for a bag! haha.
she told my dad to buy a bag for her.
cost 49RM. and brother too wants
a bag. omg.
but seriously, the stuffs are very expensive.
50++RM just for a plain t-shirt.
okay theres some design,
but it doesn't make sense. haha
poor dad have to pay like 200++RM
altogether.
i love himmmm! and mum too
of course.
she bought clothes for me and brother.
guess my parents are in good mood. =D
its hard to ask them for something
you know.

okay its at night and i'm freaking tired
already. so we went home.
laalaalaaa, nothing to do.
checked email, i've got stress issue
whenever i opened my inbox.
you know. ulp stuffs.
okay wanna do my damn lots of
homeworks. going to barbeque pit tmr
with my friends.
hope to have a great time. =D

Wednesday, June 4, 2008 10:19 AM

R.I.P Aaliyah

R.I.P AALIYAH

7 years have gone by.
one of the best r&b singer, aaliyah
died in a crash plane when shes only 22.
awwww. loves her songs by the way.
she did her last music video in bahamas,
after shooting her video, the plane that
on the way to her hometown crashed.
how can a very young talented girl died
in a bad way. plane crash. =(
this is all god's willing.

heres a video of one of her song:

aaliyah's funeral:

well i don't know why my heart got soften
but i got sensitive nowadays on people
whose gone or have a bad life unlike us.
the people in Africa. argh, you can see that
they are definitely suffering from malaria all
those kind of disease. how bad.
we should be lucky and thankful to be living in s'pore.
but theres still people complaining abt life.
they don't know the life in Africa is 40x worse than
theirs.
how i wish i can help them in anyways. hais.

africans:

thats it. poor poor people.
time check, 1.33am. ooops. not sleepy though.=)
nemind. nites people.

4:49 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA!

Happy Birthday Nana!
Wo0o0o00ohhhh!! 4 June 08!

okay today woke up late, 12pm. =D
ehh cannot blame me okay, yesterday i slept late
because i did F&B proposal and homeworks.
yea, actually i did only english compo.
woke up, ayul msged me asking abt nana's birthday
surprise. well, was very worried because everyone's
been busy.
then around 1++, we asked nana whether she's free
because we want to have birthday surprise.
but then she say she going out with fam.
then okayyy, can do it tmr.
then nana say she can go with us.
suddenly that ayul cancel his plan last minute
and said that he can't go. what the!
rina also cannot be contacted.
wany, still oversea. so everyone like
disappear. left me and aby! we cannot do the
cake alone right.
then dunnoe what plan next, nana can go already.
we cannot cancel our plan with her right.
so me and aby planned to bring her out and we
just celebrate together.
so we told nana to meet us at 3pm at cp.
not sure where to go actually.
after reaching around 3++.
planned to go plaza singapura.
so we ate at long john silver.
then took lots of pics. =DDDD
i'll post some later.

after long john silver,
we walk2 and hang out outside for a while.
took pics again. then we went off to hougang mall.
took some neoprints. the neoprints is sickening,
we can't there be neoprints with no timing?
so we're like rushing!
after that played some games in timezone.
we played the motorbike.
helped aby, like move the motorbike at the back.
hahaha! then i'm next to play.
wo0o0h! fun3. i won okayyy! but 5th place ahh. hahs!
then bla3. 6++ already.
went home then. had funn today! =)))

Sunday, June 1, 2008 9:42 PM

Hello! I love Sunday!
well, family day. =D
having a bad day on Saturday after kena
scolded and put on pressure during ULP.
argh! seriously cannot take it.
theres one more contact session and
the 4-day camps left.
then need to finish up the whole pile of
hwks i had.
and of course, sc proposal i haven't even do. =.=
1hr later need to go out to meet the bravo 1
members for meeting and i need to finish
up my F&B proposal by today.
lets get it over and done with!

on sunday went out with family.
at last, got time to relax.
went to east coast park.
we rented bicycles except for my sister,
she rent a rollerblade which she don't even know
how to use it. then,
she hold me from the back as in pull my shirt
while i ride my bicycle. pathetic, haha.
and she hurt her leg many times hitting the
wheel. and theres this time where i brake my bike
bcose theres people in front and my sis knock onto
me and both of us fell! maluuuuuu!
and sis having a hard time trying to stand up.
and then laugh2, play2. until 6++
relax a bit. little brothers built sandcastles.
its more like a kampong house to me.

after that we went to downtown east, Ehub.
where theres lights everywhere. fuyooo.
ride the small ferrys wheel. mum was freaking scared.
this is only the small ones, what if she go to the
biggest ferry's wheel? haha.
went to Hey Sushi. actually i hate sushi but
then they want to eat there, just follow then.
i just ordered simple ones, like rice with crabmeat like
that. i told you i don't like sushi. =D
then talk2, eat2. and done.
went to pp for a while and bought flip flops.
then we went to the vcd shop where they
sold many cds. mum bought this
malay comedy show. not sure what was it.
and back home. was damn tired.
found out theres a meeting with bravo today.
so have to cancel the plan with the
student councilors and my friends again.
they're kind of mad though, but
who cares. i'm gonna get the proposal done by today
no matter what. =)
bismillahirahmanirahim! =DDDD

well, i'm gonna post some random pics i took and
also the pics yesterday. :)